Dear Kitty,
Realising that the sixth form is shit and all I want to do is drop out has been my thought process, since I started there. Don't go to sixth form if you know you want to do 1 subject for the rest of your learning and its Arty/Practical based.
I don't know what it is, all I know is I'm going to get shit A-level results because at this moment in time I don't give a shit. It's quite funny really I don't have a nice friend basis so it is like whats the point, the closest friends I have are the ones I work with probably not realizing that they are a rock to me. As when I go to work I just forget everything and feel like I just fit in.
At the moment I've got mocks on Monday and have today off as a revision day (which I just ordered clothes in), Mum got back and said what've you done today (hinting at revision), I said nothing and now she's trying to get me a business tutor cus she thinks I'm going to get a U in it, this is probs correct but idgaf.
Today, I felt alright, I suppose because I didn't have school. But now mums stoppped speaking to me and being really blunt, so feeling quite depressed at this very moment, feel like I'm a failure and that she's disappointed in me. Sat in my room now typing to myself, too make me feel better. Don't know what else to do, contemplating
LaurLiz xoxo
